Celebrity News And Gossip: Anita Baker Pain Discovering Her Mum Gave Her Up For Adoption
R&B icon Anita Baker suffered great pain for years after learning her birth mother gave her up for adoption when she was a baby. In a 2009 interview with Essence, the “Sweet Love” hitmaker admitted that it took years for her to find peace about her mother’s decision.
“Not because she was a bad person or because she was some monster or something. She was just a child and could not care for me. It has taken me a long time to find peace within my own heart.”
You never know people’s story – Anita Baker had a rocky start in life, foster-care homes, a mother who abandoned her — yet today she’s a a Grammy-winning singer.
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Baker was only 13-years-old when she discovered the woman she thought was her mother was actually her foster parent. Her aunt, Lois Landry, who she grew up thinking was her older sister, was the one who dropped the bombshell about her birth after her foster mother Mary passed.
Lois reportedly told Baker that she was her aunt and that Anita was given away to Mary by her birth mother. Lois and her husband ultimately adopted Anita and raised her as their own. Anita explained to Essence that she refers to Lois as her “Earth Mother” per ILOSM.
“That child believed her mother abandoned her,” [Anita Baker] said (referring to herself), “because there was something bad about her. Something terrible that made her unlovable. And until Walter [Baker’s then husband], that is how I felt about me—that I was not good enough. Not good, period.”
According to Baker, feelings of self-doubt and insecurities “started with the fact that my mother gave me up when I was a baby.” When her parental figures started getting sick and dying, the singer had to adjust her touring and recording schedule accordingly.
“Every time I would leave to do music, my mother would go into the hospital,” she says of the aunt she calls her earth mother, as opposed to her birth mother. “And eventually I decided, you know what, I’m not leaving, because it’s just not worth it to me to leave her.
“So I set up a studio at home. My producer would be flying in, and we’d be in the middle of something, and I would get a call from the hospital, and I’d have to go. And then I’d come back, and I’d try to get back to the place where we were writing this beautiful love song. And then it’s three o’clock, the kids come home from school, and they’re like, ‘Mommy, this is what happened today… What are we going to eat?’ That’s all they understood, and they should have that. The two—my life and my music—would not coexist. They simply would not.”
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